Monday, October 10, 2011
The saddest day of my life.
Well ....there was a reason I was scared about this pregnancy. A woman knows that she will not get to hold her baby and I knew all along. It is with tears in my eyes and the saddest and most unbearable grief that I share with you that at my 20 week scan today my baby was not alive. I knew it.. I just didn't know I will get half way though before it was confirmed. I am saddened and heartbroken and will never recover from this. My baby is gone...and I had loved it already and how do I say goodbye now?